My Say from My Eyes

Why 'Models are Dumb' part 1

2011-02-28T23:28:00.000-08:00

OK... first of all, I know many of you might feel that my title for this post is offensive but once you read it you'll know thats is not what I'm trying to portray here...

There Are Pros and Cons in joining the modeling industry

Its the Entertainment world... what can I say

Everyone probably have watched and followed many idolized models like Heidi Klum, Claudia Scheffier, or that Resident Evil Chick... They would always say, 'Oh, I eat a healthy diet' or 'I eat whatever I like'

They seriously got it lucky!!!

I was around models for a couple of weeks and I hear and see my surroundings like a freakin telescope,

(I was one of the organizer's crew member.. Duh!)

While we(the crew) were having our breakfast eating fastfood (we have a long day ahead n need the energy),

we observe as the models started to come in one by one before the show starts to get ready, they were all so pretty, with their small legs, slender arms, long flowy hair, flat stomach (I shouldnt go on)

I noticed that a few of them were watching US instead, with INTENSE eyes they looked,

Reading their eyes they were NOT WATCHING US but... The burgers and nuggets that we have..

I.. as not to be rude, offered some to them. In return, they looked at the offers longingly but declined.

( embarrassed, I continue chomping down my portion) What ever......

Later, one of the models that I know came over to inform us of her present. I offered one nugget to her, thus she declined.. 'It ok, just have one then, I know U havent had Ur breakfast (long pause)

take just one, It wont make a difference, just for today's energy.

hesitant she took one, and told me of her 1 energy drink and 1 pack of her Freaking Light Snack that she has...... FOR THE WHOLE DAY!!!!!

Then it hit me...

She suffered alot to be here today

She suffered alot to keep her job

She suffered alot to keep her figure

She suffered alot to fit in that TINY outfit

I sympathized her cause I dont have that much will to do what she did

The models totally gained my full respect on that aspect.. for sure!

....

But somethings missing.....

Change the world one day at a time
And we will see a sunny side up
specially for mama*
Katak Hijaw

The Week of Hari Raya Aidiladha + Final Year Presentation n Showcase

2010-11-15T03:09:00.000-08:00

Bile ckp pasal keje nie mmg xsiap2 lagi.. masyaallah

Baru sedar siap 40% aje sedangkan Present lagi 3 hari, ape nk buat Tuhan je laaa yang tahu, Mintak2 tak gagal aje lah... pemalas Na'uzbillah...

Nway, I just went through my posts..

I didnt expect anything or any one to read it.. takpe lah not that Interesting pon... But...

I was so surprised and so greatful that There actually are people who read my blog.. lately its very2 Emotional because of known reasons but,

I was told that people were touched at what I wrote in my blog,

I want to thank you to everyone for your support,

*currently shedding tears*

making me realise that I had actually hidden my real feelings towards the matter at hand,

I was in DENIAL, I just wasn't ready for this kind of tragedy that God has bestowed apon our 'comfort' situation..

Unbelievable but true, as I scroll down the contact list in my phone, I saw the name and the number that I have memorized in case of anything circumstance.

That same number identified as my brother's contact.

But I didnt change the name in the phone..

In denial still grasping on to a hope that I know will never come true,

to get a phone call in the middle of gossiping with friends,

to be asked am I studying or playing around,

to tell a white lie and laugh when caught...

to be told 'Dont go fooling around at night'

'Dont waste your money on idle things'

'Do you have enough pocket money?'

and having to answer with a 'sigh..... don worry laaa, I try my best to take care of myself ok..'

Just last week was the 100th day anniversary

(not really celebrated this way but we still did a small family gathering and kenduri tahlil, bacaan Yasin just for her)

I actually have soooo many FOND memories of her, I will tell you later when I have the time

where as right now I shud be focusing on my 2D animation

thanx for reading.. take care always

*flying kisses

Aidil Fitri 2010

2010-09-20T02:00:00.000-07:00

this year raye was not celebrated much...

without fireworks,

without HUGE portions of great home cooked food

without many laughter of people having fun...

without the usual amount of people...

this year our family minus 1..

takde pergi beraye umah orang...

takde rendang, sambal goreng, lontong, ketupat and so on..

masak biase2 jee...

tahlil malam raye with other relatives..

bacaan Yasin beramai ramai...

baju raye pon biase2 simple je..

sigh..

its not gonna be the same anymore..

im so sad..

lepas ni nak kene biasekan dirilah..

family bukan besar pon..

so sesuatu kehilangan itu sangat sangat dirasai..

tak pe lah... we just pray for her well being and hope that she watches over all of us..

we miss YOU

Written Memoirs With Mama

2010-08-25T08:49:00.000-07:00

Like a mother would, she cared and help my moom raise me to be the ME now you see..

she worries about my first acne... *embarassed

she help me through my first period and taught me how things work.. *again embarassed

took me shopping and by me cool clothes....

always remind me to eat properly *never listened

remind me to do stuff before my mom gets back from work...

my dear sweetest defender..

Change the world one day at a time
And we will see a sunny side up
specially for mama*
Katak Hijaw

Written Memoirs With Mama

2010-08-25T08:33:00.000-07:00

Zaiton bte Ahmad

1962-2010

sekarang hanye tinggal kenangan... Mama, Afia harap Mama sentiase diberi keselesaan abadi..

I still feel as if I could just give U a call an ask how are you doing..

if 'they' are treating you alright..

I miss you always, but you are loved more by our creator

I still feel like your still there and if I glance twice

I'll see you... but its not enough

I miss you

I didnt have the guts to write about you because I always feel that the memories between us will always be ONLY between us..

but now I know the reasons for why I wanna write about you here

this is my little spot where I can write about you

and where people can read and know,

what a wonderful person you were

IN and OUT

and this little spot will never be erased, so that I can come again in the future to re-remember

who you were and what you mean to me..

Jenggo logo posto.....

2010-05-01T05:27:00.000-07:00

explanation utk Jenggo from previous logo post ok

logo nie

nanti letak cmnie...

nmpk tak kat hujong corner atas gamba nie......

ni kire cam trademark.. I was Here.. heheeee

Menjalankan tanggungjawab tag by S Ria Jasni

2010-05-01T05:15:00.000-07:00

1. Go to your photo files,select the 8th photo folder

2. Select the 8th photo in your folder

3. post the photo along with the story behind it

This was during August 2008... We sambot Merdeka

my parents were both in Terengganu with my younger brother sooooo

I had my semester holidae

me, Aina and our cousin Izat were on a rampage.. lol..

we went to our aunt's place at Cheras....

Aina was the chef... Mak Ani is the advisor while her daughter Alia in sitting on the counter (xnmpk dlm pic)

WATCHING!...

that night was Merdeka celebration but we didnt leave the house,

masing2 ngn baju kelawar konon nk tgk muvee the api terpadam....

so we put up candles... yg bulat kecik2 tu... and took pretty pictures,

story-telling, gossiping and other stuffs with Mak Ani too..

great to remember stuff like this

4.Then challenge 8 blogging friend to do the same

my Logo..

2010-04-28T11:43:00.000-07:00

please comment...

ok tak??

my custom made original logo for my artwork... huhuhuu

Wanna Date Me??

2010-04-28T10:20:00.000-07:00

Dating Tips based on Zodiac sign

Arfia Zodiac sign is and below is tips for dating his/her :

If you are searching for a person to spend the rest of your life with, you might want to keep searching.

Aquarius people like to be free and cannot stand the routine or limitations of daily life, and because of that, their style is personal, informal, and at times a bit hasty. Their independent attitude allows them to relate to all but not to commit to anyone.

Even though Aquarians love freedom, love will lead them to choose strong, possessive and dominant people, to whom they will give themselves passionately and totally.

People born under the sign of Aquarius live a life full of changes and surprises, their ruling planet is Uranus, which makes them rebellious, independent, and unconventional. Aquarius people cannot stand boring, static, or monotonous relationships.

Aquarius Dating Tip: Aquarius emotions are fiery, intense, and changeable. They easily become enthusiastic when they meet someone and just as easily become disenchanted. If you are looking for a long lasting relationship, don\'t get your hopes up too soon.

Another Aquarius dating tip: If you are on a first date with an Aquarius have fun and enjoy the moment. Aquarius people are great entertainers. Where it goes from there is entirely up to the two of you.

Change the world one day at a time
And we will see a sunny side up
Katak Hijaw

Tak ingat dunie

2010-04-28T01:27:00.000-07:00

Shite!... Finals are up.. assignments to send in...

stuff to do.. but I'm Dem addicted to this crap!!
freakin demmit laaa

takziah n condolence

2010-04-15T06:50:00.000-07:00

Here tonite I would like to give my most hearty condolences to 2 of my friends

for their loss of both their mother recently...

Aznizam Karim and Normasinda Sulaiman

I must admit I do not know how to comfort U both

(maybe just hugs and comforting words)

What I will do is Pray for Ur family and U to be strong

It is not wrong to shed a tear or two...

but too long or too much might make ur love ones sad too...

Dont forget to sedekah Al-fatihah and Yasin to both of these peoples past ones...

God loves them

Always have strong faith and always look forward..

Al- Fatihah

Change the world one day at a time
And we will see a sunny side up
Katak Hijaw

TRIVIA ZAMAN BUDAK BUDAK THE SERIES EP 2

2010-04-06T00:27:00.000-07:00

Kelas Agama

time: Sek Ren

Darjah 5

selepas seminggu xsehat xdtg sekolah

"HAH! Tak buat?.. tu lg terok dari xsiap,

Ketok Ketampi kat sini 60kali sekarang!"

kata2 memberangsangkan dari ustazah... ;(

buat lah kt depan kelas tue 60kali

kaki cam nk tercabot

membe budak laki cakap

"apelah ko nie, at least aku dh siap separoh, hahaha, dah la pompuan"

PANTANG AKU DGR!!!!!!

rase nk sepak bontot xmatang die kat situ jugak

biar die rase ape tu PERIOD.

Balek hari tu tros g kedai beli manila kad (fofular zaman sekolah dlu2)

buatlah pebende pasal haji tue

sampai ke malam nk siapkn pnye pasal...
tidor dlm pkul 12.30 (kire sgt lmbt time2 sek dlu2)

Esoknye pon ade klas ngn ustazah tue lagi..

muke ustazah yg lembot tue tros berubah menjadi naga betina

membukak mulot lalu dgn sore lantang die panggil

"Kumpulan ZARITH mane! Saye nak tengok sekarang jugak,

klo tak ketok ketampi lg skali"

tulisan ni warne hijaw sebab membayangkan naga betina

saye amek manila kad tu, bukak dgn kelajuan 20kmJ

Gi meja ustazah n letakkan ngan BUMP! skali

Sye teros blek tmpt dudok ngn kump saye (alaah, 3 org je kot)

Ustazah tgk, bdak2 kelas pon tgk (cam drama pulak)

senyaaaaap je..

ustazah tetibe je sore lembot,

"Len kali klo dh siap btaw laa, ustazah xmarah" (awkward gile senyom die)

rase nak muntah dengar

Ops lupe bitaw, kitorg kne rotan skali sebelom ketuk ketampi smlm
memang abracadabra lah

SIOT kan!!@#$%^&*

Change the world one day at a time
And we will see a sunny side up
Katak Hijaw

Dari itik yang terer baca

2010-04-05T09:58:00.000-07:00

1. Who is yourself at home?

me, aku, saye, I, kite, kawe, chek tadaimaaaaa...........

2. Who is yourself besides a friend?

me, aku, saye, I, kite, kawe, chek sebelah kawan

3. 5 things that you aspire but have not achieved yet.

'My' house
'My' car
'My' money
'My' work
'My' life

4. who is your spouse's name?

spouse tu sejenis mushroom kah?.. saye suke mkn yg jenis button name die 'Butang'

5. 5 things you like most about your partner.

Berbulu lebat
Kelabu
Berumor setahun
Gemok
Telinga panjang

p/s: saye rindunya... oh Itto kuceng ku

6. The date when you couple?

xde couple2.. saye sorang je xde twin

7. The bitter memories with your partner.

die kne tidow luar rumah sebab curik ikan

8. The theme song of your love.

theatric 'Catz' dan 'Kiss Me' dari six pence none the richer

9. What changes you want to see from your partner?

Jang curik ikan lagi n Bulu xnk gugor bebyk sgt.. nnt cepat botak

10. Tag 10 of your other friends.

ps:- kepenatan membuwat list tah hape hape

Change the world one day at a time
And we will see a sunny side up
Katak Hijaw

Trivia Zaman Budak Budak The Series Ep 1

2010-03-29T06:47:00.000-07:00

Bola Baling

Time: Sek Ren

Darjah: 6

All training jadi sia-sia.. why?

heh, sebab lepas a few of weeks training ade friendly match ngn another school

then I was picked for the second round so dpt la tgk sek lg stu tu bergolek dlm lumpur..

BILA MY TURN TIBA

boleh nak bwat crite n drama...

it was the shortest play I was ever in

hehe.... T_T

bola dh dpt kat tangan

tak sedar another team member dekat belakang

lumpor masok mate, tangan dapat bola,

pusing....

DUSH!

Kat mate, sangat2 saket, bangon n tros jalan ke tepi

mate tutop....

Gelak lah

Kawan ckp..

"Pandai ko bwat 'drama' depan tu, sayang bukan kepale budak lawan yg ngko hentak" sambong gelak n beredaaar....

......-_- ape punye kawan...

TAK TERPILIH

Change the world one day at a time
And we will see a sunny side up
Katak Hijaw

Oops.... Forgot

2010-03-26T17:54:00.000-07:00

Good Luck!!

to all finals students from IPROM!!!

I know today is your final presentations so All the best

Especially to my roomie/homie/BIG sis/ close friend

Miss Azidawati....

thanx for giving me jobs

to spend my pointless on9 KataK Hijaw-Ing and extra spending money...

(click katak hijaw)

hahahahaa

Not Forgetting

Kamaruzaman,

Apek,

Jenggo,

Syafiq Habib,

zikri,

Wanlat,

wani Gagah.. ^^

Change the world one day at a time
And we will see a sunny side up
Katak Hijaw

HanazakaRino Kimitachi E

2010-03-26T17:31:00.000-07:00

Have you ever watched this Japanese Series?

Bet Its hell popular with all your Girlfrends am I ryte!

hahahaaaa... I've watched it more than twice.. other have probably watched it dozens of times..

(million is inpossible but try if u wanna break a record or something)

(I like Nanba Minami the head of 2nd dorm ^___________^ muax~)

To me, they all ~~suck~~ at acting but thats mostly the point of it...

they show attitudes which are over the edge with their acts

but its soo damn funny.. but never irritating annoying... they over do or over feel everything thats for sure...

in the real world NO GIRL can go to an ALL BOYS SCHOOL.. Wanna Die????****
(why in pink?!)
especially BOARDING SCHOOL...
(pink again?!)

and it aint all that ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE.. CRAP!
.......ERK!!......

Its more of SURVIVAL skills..

go figure guys

BUT THAT IS SOOO BESIDES MY POINT!!
T=T

Hokeyh... see this pic?...

THIS is what I am trying to figure out...

these guys are all different then each other...

In aspects of ~

*Clothing - different three dorms

*Attitude - different each (including the GAY school nurse)

*Importance - depends on needs

*Living - dormitory and out side influence

*Circle of friends - of course dormitory

*System - non-existent school system and ridiculous competitions

*Style - room deco, choice of hair, school, fashion

*Taste - in girls, in having fun, food is definite.. (althought they do make the food look delicious 'Oishii')

(too much elaboration)

My point is..

These people still can co-exist with each other and not caring about their differences...

they defend their friends because they believe in them

it doesnt matter if the other is a snob, dumb, ugly, pretty, bithy, or just plain NOOB

they always include one another and everyone get along just fine...

how come WE cant be like that?

Is it wrong to gloat about yourself in the mirror? in front of your friends...

Is it wrong to share your emotions with others even if your a guy?

So what if he is a womanizer.. he is still a good frend, but you still wanna abandon him?

doesnt mean I am quiet, I dont wanna join you guys...

Doesnt mean I have a different opinion you just push me away..

thats why its better to be frends with all instead of having a geng, group, click

you would only feel like enemies and unhealthy rivalry begins..

To me.. NO ONE has BAD Habits

and

NO ONE needs to change Anything

YOU are YOU

Never let what anyone say about YOU

Affect your upbringing in anyway

You never know when each of you are useful and special

In your own BLOODY way..

So Shake those hands.. and create a truce

hang out with each other...

U R ALL ~~BAD ASS~~

Change the world one day at a time

And we will see a sunny side up

Katak Hijaw

Hari Ahad 409

2010-03-14T10:44:00.000-07:00

hahahaa.... my day starts evening.. iaitu lepak di 409 sambil tengok muvee sambil dengar music sambil bwat kje smbal pedajal kwan len....

^______________^* hahahahaaa.

bleh plak hri nk saje nk semperitkan diri, xpegi cocok dwet.. GILO...

so mmg xsentoh ape2 nk mkn langsong.. tp rase ngntok aje.

petang tu membe2 len pon blek dri aktiviti diorg... hahahaaa

pesan subway woo... (mcm ade dwet).. naseb bek membe lg sorg xlokek... bwat la surat IOU..

peeerrghhh!!!!!!!....... SUBWAY SEDAAAAAAAAAP

yang best nye, mood hari nie sume eloook aje...

xde bosanz.. sume happening..

hahahaa... tgk la crite Jennifer's Body dlm lappy tp orang mmg xtahan.. takotz skit.. nk terkene paku blakang kepale ni (tempat sandar xdirekemenkan)

heh.. padaku critenye klaka, part2 seram xde tp die pnye 'mengejutan' tu mmg overboard

(bg saye lah)

then mlm menjelma.......

n Antu FACEBOOK pon muncol!!......

ok saye nk gold bebyk n bg brgan utk umah maison tue yee...

tres mes

BON NUIT CHERI

2010-03-12T10:43:00.000-08:00

I should not say nonsense cause I know how much you hate that

I should think more of what to say to you, but then I might think too much

I try making time to see you but something is always up

I always wait for the sound of you, but I am not obsessed

I always wanna see you, but I hate to force things

Things were going very well, when suddenly I had the wrong impression

And I'm regretful and sorry for it

I can never doubt you, though I say stupid things

The truth is

Your words influences my life in Little ways that I didnt realise, until now

That's how much your worth, Bits that make out my life

Bits that make out ME

I always tell myself when this is all over

I'll just continue my life as it was before you

I believe that I can do that, but it will never be the same

Cause I already have a memory of you, It changes things

Thinking I might never get to see you any more just crushes my insides

Although if this means we might never get to reconnect in the future

Never again will we see each other, talk, smile, share our happys and saddies

I just really wanna show you just how much you really are worth to me

Right now I am just not ready to say GOODBYE when we havent even said HI

So please stay a little bit longer

Just till I'm able to say those words to you and much more

I dont know how to say all this to you for you to understand cause

I just really cant put words together for how I really feel

When we do finally meet again

When we smile at each other

When we do say that cliche 'HI' to each other

I just for wish all my words and everything else......

Reaches you

And then you will finally know the truth

So that my

UNSPOKEN WORDS

will reach you

Words Wisdom

2010-03-12T09:44:00.000-08:00

Just A Point I Wanna Make to All Out There With The Whole 'Gossip Girl' and 'Clicks' Issue

Face it!!

Your not perfect so you tend to put Gossip BLAMEs on other people

REALITY

As human beings, you think you ALL THAT

you tend to judge people and surprisingly its more accurate then when they judge themselves

LUCKY you!

Lets Face it that those Others Might Actually Judge you the same way

So maybe, just MAYBE

You should start looking in the mirror MORE

then You Might actually see in the mirror that..........

YOU AND 'THEM' ARE NOT VERY DIFFERENT INSIDE

YOU ARE PROBABLY MORE ALIKE THEN YOU THINK...

think about it... sleep on it

Dont try to deny it cause deep inside you fucking know I'm talking about YOU

In the End, Happyness

2010-01-22T11:42:00.000-08:00

To a place I was taken

Expecting things I know WILL happen and did happened

but in a tolerable and acceptable way

wished the night is still young, didnt want it to end

met new people, made new friends, seen new ways

and different perspective of a different atmosphere...

never expected to be near home too...

reminded myself and prayed to be 'safe'

am greatful

am honoured

am pleased wif myself....

I CAN protect my dignity

I CAN resist temptation

I CAN say NO

I CAN believe in my strength

But thee best part was...

I DID say yes in the first place..

I DID agree

I DID follow

Now Im home safe and sound again

Still in one piece

Last but not least, I LOVE myself even more ^^~

Vista menjadi 7

2010-01-21T03:58:00.000-08:00

Horait!

hari nie bangon dalam pukol 9.30am, pegi kampus dekat tghari

hahahaaa lepas klass ku senggah Wangsa Maju...

asalnye nk carik softimage yang compatible ngn Vista

(ceh, xgune!! hampeh xde)

so member beli la Windows 7...

nnt saye pon nk tukar Vista saye la...

susah la bwat keje sume xboleh... sume nak Ori

Hengat kite nie cop duwet ke?... makan pon ikat perot tawx!!...

Gggrrrrrr.......! +_+;

akhirnyaaa... mungkin happily ever after kot

My Idol Make Use of her Skills....

2010-01-20T09:12:00.001-08:00

If U have Homophobia, Get Out!

2010-01-20T08:26:00.000-08:00

suatu ketika, saye telah surfing youtube dengan niat mencari

sesuatu yang istimewa

tidak kesah la apa jua yang di temui

lalu ku ter'serempak' dengan video org2 istimewa ini

Freakin Damn It laaaa

This world is not THAT free to have this in it!

saye dapati video ini sangat menarek (paham2 je laaa)

nak version South Park?

Budak2 Zaman Sekarang

2010-01-20T07:58:00.000-08:00

Sudeh maken braney menyuarakan pekong di dada walaupon hal nie

mendestroykan respek org ramai terhadap mereka..

mungkin mereka di didik secara begini.. hmm...

rase nk doa bagi bale je....

xpe lah, diorg bwat camnie pon xdpt tukar hakikat kemana arah mereka nnt di akhirat

Orang Orang Penting Part 1

2010-01-19T10:59:00.000-08:00

Shukriah Jasni

meh La dtg Singgah umah I...

alamat i.. tgky satu, Ikea Damansara ahakz!!!!

seorang kanak2 yang xpentingkn dri sndri, mungkin maseh naif tetapi anda jujor,

so skrg org taw la perangai gedik ko tu genuine.. LOL!!

Kamaruzaman

Kenape ko pelik sbenarnye xdpt ku entepretkan lelebih

lgpon nant ade org marah

tapi xpe la, mungkin sebab kite same2 pelik so bleh la kawan erk

segale yang klua dari mulot ko ngalahkan semue pelawak2 yang xbes kat luar tu

Syafiq Habib

Maaf, ni bukan anak tokei Habib Jewel so matikan la niat nk takel tu

Taw la beg gua comel, xpyah la amek sorok2 tyme org g tandas heh........

ntah la, die nie macam bro (bukan abg~adek angkat) tue xmen

macam my own sister tp ni brother...

walaupon perangai kite difficult, susah nk mati layan, tp die layan gak...

ceh... konon baek la sgt

nie menyakat #1... Tarek Rambooot!!!!!!!!!!!

Zee Aina

dewi jelita belum berpunya, wahai gadis, kaw lah best frend ku

sistersku, mak tiriku n all yang bes2...

oh yeah, sekepala degilku

xde sape bleh ganti, party pooper tu agak la

tp theres no party without her.. :)

Stereotype kah aku?

2010-01-19T10:05:00.000-08:00

Stereotype 1: Hish ape la krete depan nie, klua lorong tak reti nak signal ke?... ape ke bodohnye die buat jalan tue macam jalan bapak die yang punye... (vroom vroom) laaaaa pompuan Cine rupenyeee patotla bwat jalan mcm bapak die punye..... (kenape mangse asek pompuan cine je?... haahahh mungken betol kot tapi sbenarnye sesape je yang bawak kerete besar gerenti perangai camnie, sbb die taw die besar, ya.. anda betol, jangan kate tak sebab xkire umor, sedar xsedar anda akan bertindak seperti jalan tue anda yang punye)

Stereotype 2: Kenape laaa nak pakai baju2 mcm tue... kan nampak sangat macam Indon hish Kampong laaaaaa, haaa pakai bju cmnie, nmpk mcm mat salleh skit..... ( sedar x perkare nie biase je berlaku?.. jangan terase sedare nie crite betol, sume nk pakai baju ala ala mat salleh aje, dlu diorg yang jadikan kite kuli, diorg yang dok jajah, perangai cam dajal(realiti TV), xde adab, mati nanti diorg tros jadi kayu api sbb dah terang2 kaper, tapi sekarang sume die buwat betol, die laaaa boss, nak ciom bontot punye pasal, klo cium kaki tu xmenjatohkan maruah, dah lame dah ramai org akn dok cium kaki mat salleh... heh ape! hengat diorg aje yg ade sejarah n org2 tername?... kite pon ade laaa... rashid "the butcher" pancong bapak die tue, rita rudaini yg kawen lari tue n paleng fofular, Fasha Sandha yang suke dok sanda2 n gesel2 ngn datok2... (ade percaye die mak nyah) ntah laaa...

Stereotype 3: ish, ko bawak motor Mat?... ko nie Mat Rempit erk??.. xnak la geng ngan ko lagi,,, (lorh, klo die bwak harley xkan laaa rempit buduh! bwk motor pon jgn la merempit, korg taw tak org laen sume hargai nyawe dey'all so klo nk mati awal mati la sesorang je ok, hidop nie sekali je, xde maknenye nk dilahirkan semule, nanti lepas mati ko jadi la superman ker, suparman ke xde sape pedulik)

Stereotype 4: Orang Cina~ sorry amoi, itu barang ta da lorh dlm gua punye kedai, U cuba itu kedai Ah Seng depan sana, gua rasa die ada jual itu barang. ok!

Orang Melayu~ Oh xde la kak, dah habes dah barang tu, akak datang la minggu depan, nanti stok barang baru ade ok... erm kedai laen...?? sorry kak rase kedai laen kat sini xde, saye je jual, akak datang minggu depan eah! (wal hal gayong murah yang org tu nk beli ade je kat kedai depan tu, tp dah tamak sampai mati die xmaw btaw)

Stereotype 5: Hahaha nie lawak~ Artis Malaysia dah xde idea dah nak buwat lagu... alaa senang je beb, ciplak la lagu negara laen, translate bahase Melayu Presto!.... tros jadi HIT #1! begitu lah critenyeee....

lagu contoh xpayah bagi pandai2 la pikir sndri lagu ape, klo xbleh jugak entah laaaa

Stereotype 6: hahaaha budak2 sekolah yang masok alam Universiti.... sedar2 la ade dunie yang lebih besar dari datang ke kelas tiap2 hari, lebih dasyat dari pointer rendah, lebih terok dari boifren yang carik awek laen dan sebaliknya, lebih sakit hati dari kawan tikam belakang ataw permusohan geng-geng yang perasan matang wal hal belanje mak bapak tanggong lg n bulan2 loan masok (woh bahgienyee) tp igt nt dah besar ken bayar balek! (kecik2 dah hutang2), lagi sengsare dari siang malam tak tidor buat esemen lah konon.... hahaha, mmg wujud golongan ini dimane2, aku dh tengok n kene batang idung.

Pengajaran : Jangan la ngate orang laen stereotype sedangkan mane taw sesetengah bende yang ak tules nie ade berkaitan ngan diri korang sendiri. Renung renungkan dan selamat beramal...

Marstyr

2010-01-19T09:35:00.000-08:00

Woo... ari senin lepas, lecturer eccentric telah sekali lagi mengagumkan ku dengan tahap pendedahannya terhadap muvee2 yang luar biasa dri biase... klo kite konon terer habes la klo dpt tahan tengok muvee, hahaha cube tgk lelaki belasah perempuan setiap hari tak benti, smpi tahap pengsan dikejutkan blek sbb nk pukol lg...
n paling bes gari2 besi yang cantek xsemestinye eksesori indah.. hahahaha

Saw (horror tahap cipan mati katak) ~Gergaji

Martyrs ~ one who suffers for the sake of principle

   sufferer
   shaheed - Arabic term for holy martyrs; applied by Palestinians to suicide bombers
   victim - an unfortunate person who suffers from some adverse circumstance

   bagi sesetengah xbebaloi la tengok crite nie, tp betol memang bermimpi geron lah malam nt sbb ni bukan crite hantu, ataw pon fiksyen... so toksah la nk cube sedapkan hati kate bende nie mane wujod.. hahahaaa

   Mr M mmg gile la bleh layan crite cmnie, pastu bleh plak sroh bwat muvee review, sape klua sblom crite abes xdpt tulis kedatangan, bukan nk ckp Mr M nie xberhati perot tapi bukti betape die nak kitorang dapat idea dri pengalaman xberape nak manes nie... seraaammmmz...

Sape yang rase die cukop berani dan cukop umor nk tengok crite nie
di persilakan, klo xnk lantak ko lah,
not my problem...

Juz Zarith Christmas n new year!! ntah kenape jd pasal baju plak... sorry xkn ulangi lagi

2009-12-26T10:14:00.000-08:00

diminta semua fokus pada pakaian yg diperagakan... kerana adalah tidak penting utk beri perhatian kpd wajah yg kelihatan penat dan lesu...........
heheheheeee........... lelong lelong... dem

2009-12-26T10:03:00.000-08:00

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to see more of this album please add as frend

here is a sample of what Juz Zarith provides...
only in Angsana JB, but of any reqeust we are happy to entertain!

Malam malam Buutaaaaa....

2009-12-12T02:01:00.000-08:00

memceritakan tyme 16 jam yang lalu

Menshisha.. haha biase org pegi shisha nie dengan member2

tp this tyme yang hebatnye pegi tue bukan ngn member tp aunty.

bukan tue jer, aunty yang bawak plak tue... sensei( tok guru)

tell me, berape ramai orang yang boleh g shisha ngn makcik dey'all..

klo kazen2 tue biase laaa...

hebat tak hebat...

lokasi: the castle

rase-rasenye mesti ramaiyang familiar ngan spot2 hanget mencongkam nie,

kite nie orang baru kenal dunie,

bukan nak pegi 'cocok bintang' pon tapi saje nak lepak2 kat lua, hirop udare 'segar'

Bile sampai.... Humang Aih!!

beribu belambak orang yang xde keje laen bekumpol kat situ...

umor ntah la diatas umor larangan semestinye lah iaitu 12 keatas

hohohoh......

jantina... yelah aku pon ade kan, lagi maw crita

so bile dah kat tmpt yang happening bukan maen cam nie kite nie kne la kontrol ayuz n cun melecor,

order la babrican raspberry

SemBronO

2009-12-07T06:29:00.000-08:00

^^~

Hiiiyaaagh!!..

Kite selalu dpt macam2 jenis intepretasi yang memberi semangat dan

kebiasaannya di tampal di dinding bilik @ ofis utk beri 'moral support'

tp kekadang kite terjumpe la gamba2 yg xmasok akal,

lawak atau mmg xde kene mengene ngn yang idop ataw yg dah msok liang lahad...

bagi menatang kat atas nie, ntah la, chomel sgt kot sambil terbang di beri nama

'EndCAt'

yang tak boleh terima tue sampai ati tuan die campak die tinggi cmtu..

mmg 'end' lah lpas tue, babai dunie..

tp klo btol la tujuan kucing nie adalah utk tamat,

dan die dicampak/lompat kepade seseorg ape akn berlaku kemudian?

A. org tu jerit dan lari

B. org tu mati sbb terkejot tgk kuceng terbang

C. org tu mati katak sebab elergi trhadap kuceng

D. org tutangkap kuceng tue dan berkata... "what? are u gonna 'cute' me to death?"

renong2kan lah ape die...

sbenarnye saye pon xamek port pon..

tp nk share lah kan..

An Apology~ maaf laaa

2009-12-07T05:41:00.000-08:00

Lately, saye menjage aunty saye yg kne masok wad di UH..

at the same tyme ade event plak going on ngn bdak2 Uni, bes jugak la plus its peringkat national

so i'm stuck in a situation where kne pilih kawan @family.. So i choose the most 'picked' one la.. family, but then cmne ngn my responsibility to the bda2 Uni? hmm...

nak xnak kne la tolaaak... maklumlah kite nie manusia, to be at 2 difrent places at the same tyme is totally imposible and 'tamakk'.. Di harap 'mereka' yang laen boleh la memahami keadaan saya yg saket otak jugak la menempek ego ni ke lantai.

Saye mengaku memang kecik ati and sedih bile kite sudah di 'replace' atau di 'kick' dari penglibatan aktiviti tersebot tp nk bwat mcm mana, komitmen itu xdpt diberi 100%. Saya paham situasi

haha... sekali dey'all panggel balek kite jd MC kah3... kire terlibat la jugak kan..

ape punye twist daaaa...

nway, nk ckp thanx bagi sume yang 'understand' situasi ku

i bet u'all sume ade situasi maseng2 dan bkn maksod saye utk brcakap seperti saye sorg je yg ade masalah nie tetapi... saye sorg je yang xdapat elakkan diri dri tanggungjawab itu yang maha lebih berat dan diberkati kedua ibu dan bapa saye,

maka... wif the power rested in me, I would like to say I AM SORRY, TQ

hahaa skema xkira tempat dn waktu

Lupee Lak

2009-04-18T02:13:00.000-07:00

owh lupe nk crite,

saye dapat keje kat DOME pavilion, it was fun laaa

tp part tyme aje n xlame, myb nex week if im needed, tu last week keje la... myb

saye sangat sukeeeeee manager ku bername sir Zaidi...

serious die sporting gile, bile tgh down ke ade buwat salah ker.... marah tu wajib la tp

lepas tu very professional sbb xungkit2 pon..

the other managers pon ok gak tp xngam sgt laa, ade sedikit takot dgn diorg

hehehe ;P

then other workers yang bes2 barista, Jay!! mmg bes la bebual ngn die, caring gak,

klo jadi kawan tu sayang wooo.... byk menolong saye (ngeh ngeh ngeh)

then ade kak mas and kak amy n amielyn.... gorgeous people!! mmg baek

xde havoc2 sgt, keje mmg buat, afia lak rase cm pemalas,( mmg pon)

mmg syg la diorg nie, nk jugak gossiping ngn diorg tp xtaw knpe tyme kje org xbyk ckp sgt...

rase cam 'pemulauwan diri' je tp xpe la

aslkan diorg ade sume ok! tip top

N chef xlupe gak, sir Jafridin sgt cool! die sempoi gile, kekadang tu kitorg desak2 sgt order nt die marah blek gune walkie talkie tp bunyik sgt kelakar.. LOL

gelak bile igt...

as a fresh part-tymer, kne smooth talk ngn mbr2 opposite gender tu mmg biase la, rase xbiase lg tp for saye maseh idop lg so xde la masok kepale sgt...

sorry klo bosan membace tp i shud write this somewhere

so that i can remember it in the future as a nostalgic memory and experience

muaxx.. Luv U all!

Tgh Bengang!!

2009-04-18T01:47:00.000-07:00

So tell me, is it me or its 'IT' problem sbenanye...

so my group has to do this assignment right tp kan

kitorg xbleh nk bwat short film ni (the assignment)

sbb camcorder xder, then ok pinjam Universiti punyer

n then org yang spatotnye bagi kitorg camcorder tu plak xde, Cis!

dah 2, 3 hari dh dok tecangok dpan bilik lecturer tu, Cis!

xtaw la kitorg yg salah timing g carik die ker the other way around so

shooting ptot stat minggu ni but dgn keadaan skrg cmner org nk bwat keje pon.

pasal exam xpyh pikir byk sgt sbb 1 paper jer nway its another 2 weeks,

esemen jer yg dok betimbon, harap nt sempat cuti ler...

pelakon pon xsteady lg, tut tut tut laaaa....

hehehe

THE END

(luahan ati)

WoRds That Hurt

2009-04-16T00:21:00.001-07:00

My heart wanted to shatter
My soul is just drowning
I never thought words could Hurt someone so badly
My eyes just filled with tears
My lips were numb with unspoken words
My body felt as fragile as a flower petal
I'm listening to music
I'm trying to free my mind
I was called names, i never thought theyd say them
jumping from a high building was a choice
I wanted to scream my Head off
I wanted to tell everyone what happened
I was misundertood
My respect for them shattered
My dignity, My pride,
Whats left of it anyway
these times, i wished wishes could come true
I would wish them away from my memory
I really wish they will change
Why do they think the world is about them
News Flash People!..... ITS NOT

DeeFineD HeartBroken

Lights! Camera! Action!!!

2009-04-15T10:29:00.001-07:00

For all those we see each other!!
DONT LIE TO ME
I thought I knew who you were
I cant believe the times i've spent
knowing you, likes and dislikes
i never see through you're real intentions
I said to god.... what a work of art
the devil should get an award
as you spoke the words 'i care'.
Where is the script, Wheres the camera?
Where are the lines and wardrobe?
What happened to the gifts
the hugs and kisses, the jokes and gags
the gossips, promises and sadness we bear together?
Wheres your crew and director?
Is there even a line for our life scenes?
At least L knoe you now before too late
Before all the future lies
You heartless piece of ****, cause you cant feel
I beat you, I kicked you, I shoved you OUT
I said goodbye like I even cared
I cant get rid of you, but as you said it
IT'S ALL AN ACT!

something i Thought i'd Share

2009-04-15T09:52:00.000-07:00

PacarKu SahaBat

Tidak disangka,layanan yang diberi

Pacarku amat disayangi

Pasang surut perasaan chenta dan benci

tidak tenang seperti ombak di pantai

namun layanan yang ku berikan berbeza, sahabat

semakin ku suka semakin ku jauhi, inikan sengsara

Pacarku sahabat

selamilah jiwa ini yang sering dilukai

ubatilah dengan qaseh dan Chenta mu

Tetapi dirimu jauh dari memahami

seperti seorang sahabat

ingin ku luahkan kata beku dihati ini

tentang dirimu yang ingin ku sayangi

berat rasa jiwa ini membohongi hati

Pacarku Sahabat

Kata terindah buatku, terperit buat mu

Perpisahan yang terniat, tidak kesampaian

tak ingin melukai seperti dilukai, ku tetap disisi mu

pacarku Sahabat

Selamanya....

Near HoMe

2009-01-18T17:14:00.000-08:00

Hah! the last tyme i remember being to Singapore was when i never remembered it at all...

It was like more then 10 years ago so forgive me if u find this uninteresting cause hell!... its something new to me... btw tis Christmas Season and and the people crowd over the beautiful decorations put to display the richness of their puny lil country..

So not surprise they're over doing it though but still, i enjoy the plastic lollipop biting times...

The candy house warmings and people running amok over not getting free cotton candies.. Hahahahaha!!!!!...... ( laughed the crap out of myself)

Family 'Get Away'

2009-01-13T21:12:00.000-08:00

People say that quality time is better then quantity cause u spend every bit of that time to be remembered... thats what my family did...

we went on a 'mind freeing','pocket busting' getaway...
at Malaysia laaa... we cant afford going overseas... yet!
I snapped alot of pictures but here are some that i think is worth putting in..................

to tell the truth i was between loving it and forced at the same time cause i donno if u can see that i wasnt feeling well...
kinda having a runny nose and coughs of delinquency at the same time soo...
all i can do is just SMILE :>

Merry Christmas and Happy End of year

2008-12-25T03:11:00.000-08:00

this is my family photo... no matter how tough it gets.. love for them is unconditional from me

Photos that represent my peeps

2008-09-03T12:03:00.001-07:00

DONT WORRY MY FRENS..... these are all 100% family

mY sHort HoliDae

2008-09-03T11:10:00.000-07:00

its been some time dat i didnt write here... so

lately i had been ill, not too badd just caught a virus. was weak for 2 whole weeks but on somdays i didnt take an MC frm the clinic.. whatever laaa

i had some days of fun with a few of my family members we had a blast!!!!

i Just want to remind everyone that the reason for my blog is just for fun. to express my view of life from my point of view, how it effects me how it teaches me. its ok to go partying all out once in a while but just be down to earth or u'll forget who U really are..

i had this theory about my life after school,

i mean at my first semester: IT was time to make new frends n learn a life on my own (not quite on my own though) as a university student..

At my second semester it was time for me to learn about what i want to be in the future, my dreams, and to learn who my real frends are, i mean not all of them are angels but not all are devils either so i learned to forgive n forget plus to put all flaws behind n not let them get to me... i know not evryone likes me but luckily I have the support of my family n my real frends, to make matters a lil over-confident about myself, i even got the freaking guts to actually go n tell my feelings to my crush... heh BIG mistake, i was rejected in an instant, but NO regrets.. seriously, at least I'm not going bizerk about it, oh well let bygones be bygones.. ( for good)!!!

and now being in my third semester I've become a lil somewhat over board LAZY!!! with capital letters, lets not talk bout that more, it is the semester to get back together with high school frens, i remember hating evryone in high school after form 5 but ryte now for me, i think i shud give it a lil try, at least just to know whos who, whos what, whats in n whats not, whats memories shud be from the beginning, i bet no one actually reads what i write but i dont care, its for my own satisfaction.... n here are latest pics of me and the crowd around me ryt now in my holiday...

sambotan outing OC

2008-07-27T10:51:00.000-07:00

the UNIKL Orientation Committee....
heheheheeeee
kitorg mmg kamceng,were like peas in a pod
but i dont knoe y, some are not getting along, i'm fine with everyone but sometimes my patience do take its toll... i explode or drown myself in my selfconciousness
i just dont knoe y some people just have grudges and envies each other when in the beginning and end... we are all just the same.... humans... and we take mistakes big and small
so forgive and forget but ...
im just saying i myself am not perfect..
i always expected more from people... but i guess u dont always get what u want and u'll just have to deal and live with it....
but all that comes to enjoying ur day with the whole 'family', no matter if it bothers me or drives me crazy...
always see the bright side of things...
good thing do come out of the bad things... so endure and enjoy
so basically i dont knoe where my writing about this actually leads to... bet u dont understand...
but as i said.. this is my life experience...
hehehe

13th friday morning!!

2008-06-12T19:42:00.000-07:00

huhuuuu...
jus nk ckp la, skrg nie tgh dlm proses bwat satu siri utk Sirah Anbiyaa
2o org jer yg terlibat.... ad bhgian 3D, 2D n background. i'm in the 2D team... 'tukang cuci'.. LoL
Clean up prop laaaa....
to me this is a BIG opportunity for me because this means priceless experience for we have to do everything like real animators...
i am really honoured and greatful coz i am one of the lucky chosen 20 to be part of this history making process of my life, i just want to share our environment with all of u who are interested...
to tell u the truth we worked n played at the same time... lecturers and students alike... i'm very proud of all of them and myself because we all put our differences aside and cooperate to create just a half an hour show for our juniors who one day will be better...
i really hope those who will watch the show at Ramadhan, Sirah Anbiyaa,kisah Nabi Ibrahim will enjoy the show as much as we had enjoy making it for U....

Friends who are working, eat while working, playing and just plain drama kings and queens
all the same we cartoon heads are just plain cartoon lovers who wish to show skill and efforts as a team in this industry

weddings.... hmm...

2008-03-25T17:38:00.000-07:00

Nie ade wedding ari tu.....

waktu - malam

lokasi - setiawangsa

nie tengah akad nikah... pengantinnye jgn kate laaaa

LAWA n HENSEM alryt cm pinang dibelah 2...

ape2pon lepas sekali ucap akab tros sah... cool tuuuu

heheheee... tmpat yg same tp mase berbeza...

nie keesokannye....

ramai2 adek-bradek n family pengantin perempuan brgamba,

saye belah pempuan tp begmba sbb kite yg amek....

( sori kualiti gamba xcntik sbb nie henfon je)

Nie ade laaa skit gamba2 mlm tue n hari tue

PS: mlm tue pki t-shirt ngn jeans jer sbb anta org, xsgke kite pon diheretnye masok...

bwat bodo je sudaaaaaah...

muka KitA

2008-03-23T23:11:00.001-07:00

muka dia, muka kamu, muka siapa, muka kita...

kita sntiasa brmuka-muka...

adakah ini benar atau gurawan semata-mata....

bagaimana rupa muka anda?

Zoo Negara...lets gone!!!

2008-03-23T21:58:00.000-07:00

kite sume seronok terlebey nampak ank badak tepi tu... tapi jinx r... mak die cover.... xpe aslkn dpt begmba ngn classmate ramai2...

Animation, aza aza hwaiting!!!!

razif(along), zahir(panjang), lina(penguin), arfya(Haha), yana(sedonet), wawa(najib ali), azha(perasan acha)

al-kisah bile dh penat 'cuci mate' sume dh lapar....
yang gilenye the ladies sume bwak bekal, ape lagi bedal laaa!!!....
makan cam berkelah xhengat melahap ngalahkan badak kat belakang tu tadi.....

org2 baru-
izhar(izza yezza), shadiq(sigaraga), lan(speaker bergerak), farhan(pa'an rempit)...
prasan x sume org ade je nickname die

Intr0duCti0n

2008-03-23T21:26:00.000-07:00

i have the tendency to not care about whats happening around me...

i guess i love my privacy alot..(not very healthy)

but xbermakne keluarge n kawan2 langsung xpedulik...

sayang tetap sayang.... org kate kite sombong tp xkenal maka xkenal la... erk...!

Tapi ade masenye hati lembot xhengat pnye...

jadi quality time ngn family tetap dikenang............

seronok dok Terengganu... men air free free jer... bersih lak tu...

klo nk story psl family dlu complicated laaa nnt2 la erk....